Thursday, 30 October 2014


DEAR diary. There are just some things, some questions without answers. For a strange and unexpected reason I am letting go off myself. I am losing myself and getting closer to myself at the same time. Never thought I could feel something like love, real love. It is taking over my body and my life. Never want to let it go now. Probably it was him I was waiting for and now all I want is to be with him. This is, I suppose, the reason for the extreme radio silence here. But as you know I share the most important things here, in my visual online diary, so this has to be shared here. Then you know, that I am still alive. Actually, I am more alive then I ever was. Every single part of me is breathing, living and loving. 
Anja Rubik

Saturday, 25 October 2014


BACK home after some days in our capital city. Never spend some time in Amsterdam actually, so I was really nice to finally walk around in the little streets. It was lovely to see my French family again, although it was strange to see them here, in my country. We walked around in the 9 straatjes, my favourite part of Amsterdam. I saw so many nice department stores and vintage shops for decoration. I can't wait to go back as soon as possible. Will take my mum with me to do a lot of shopping. I really enjoyed the Dutch architecture and that why I wanted to share some photos with you. Those who live at the other side of the world, what do you think of Amsterdam? Ever visited Holland? Have a nice weekend !

Thursday, 23 October 2014


I am on my way to Amsterdam now, while you are reading this. Can't wait for these exciting days, because my aupair family from Paris is coming and I am so curious and happy to see them. Will spend two days with them, hopefully there will be some time to shop too. Has been ages since I was in our capital city, so I would love to do some shopping. The past days were amazing. I celebrated my birthday with all the lovely ones. My boyfriend gave me the nicest present ever, so happy to have him in my life. I have to run now, so I won't miss my train. See you all very soon!

Tuesday, 21 October 2014


Your 20's are your selfish years. Old enough to make the right decisions and young enough to make the wrong ones. Be selfish with your time - travel, explore, fall in love, be ridiculously and silly, stupid and wild. Be twenty something. Let's celebrate my 22th birthday.

Friday, 17 October 2014


WELL, did you know she could surf? That she had such a perfect pretty bum like this? That she could take care of two kids, working her ass off in the gym, doing shoots every day and night, and still look so fresh like this ? I am talking about Gisele Bünchen. The supermodel muse of the world. Kind of obsessed through this photo. The official release of the Chanel movie was last week, including Gisele and our Dutch pride Michiel Huisman. You should definitely check it out. What are you up to this weekend? Some surf lessons to improve your bum like G ? Good luck babes! Have a nice weekend to all of you.

Wednesday, 15 October 2014


 HÉ HELLO YOU ! It's my birthday next week. In a few days I will become 22 years already and it feels great. I am really looking forward to. Coming weekend I will celebrate it with my best friends, and next week with my family. Oh and eh, I have only one wish. This yellow banana love. How stunning and pretty and gorgeous and good looking is this bag. I don't even have a nice handbag at the moment, so this bag will be perfect for me. Gosh, hope someone will read my mind. I so want this one. Will look fantastic when you wear an all black or grey ensemble. It will pop up your outfit like confetti. URGENT !